I know what my husband wants, nothing more than what all men want - family, children, wife, lover, no less.
My husband is a very perfect man. He has all the advantages of a man, but the only flaw and flaw is his love for women.
We have been married for nearly 18 years, and I have witnessed and experienced every thrilling love story of him. Every time, he is very dedicated, and every woman has a strong and farfetched reason. The first woman was a hotel attendant who had helped him drink, was generous and generous, and was a companion that a certain leader always ordered, not only free but also helpful. The second woman is a nurse who prepared nutritional supplements from her own pocket to help her regulate her body, caring and gentle, without seeking anything. The third woman is young and beautiful, a good social partner, and also does not need to pay for drinking, playing, and singing. The fourth woman is the strongest, most arrogant, and domineering. Not only is she young and good-looking, but she is mainly a petty bourgeoisie. Her family has money, and she is just as selfish and self loving as him. They have stayed in almost all the hotels in the city, and when she is bold, the woman pays the bill. Now, he has a fifth woman by his side, and he has started not returning day and night, not getting drunk, not seeing anyone.
I can't understand girls nowadays. It's rare for them to pretend to be a man's girlfriend even though they know they have a family and a wife. So what does his wife become? That kind of self deception that covers the ears and steals the Ling is also considered love? What's even more strange is that his previous women now have superficial boyfriends or fianc é es, but they are still in contact with him. I really don't understand what they want???
But I know what my husband wants, nothing more than what all men want - family, children, wife, lover, no one can be missing. A man without a wife as a support lacks confidence, a man without children to admire loses pride, and a man without a lover as a decoration will feel helpless and unsuccessful.
However, my husband will have a more serious problem than all men. He treats women as a hobby and a root cause, so it is destined that we will never be able to break free. I cannot be free unless I want to give up my marriage, but what about my children? Can I prop up a sky without regrets for him?
So, what can I do now? I don't know how to take the road ahead of me, what should I do? Are you leaving? Or stay? What path does my so-called 'husband' want me to take now? My heart is so bitter, really, how helpless I feel now
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)