Post Date December, 02 2023
Seven years of love and two years of marriage with my husband
He has always loved me and loved me, but he slept with a woman I met online during my pregnancy and has been in contact with her for over half a year when I found out. At that time, I was really about to collapse, and I had been unwilling to accept it.
I mentioned divorce, but for the sake of the child, and he knelt down to me and made a promise. Then we continue our lives.
"But the shadow in my heart really couldn't be erased. From then on, I began to strive to change myself and make myself as perfect as possible. I also started playing online, and there were a lot of people chatting with me, but when they said they would meet, I still refused.".
"I was playing this to get even with him, but I still couldn't pass my own hurdle. I was just chatting about it.".
A while ago, I unexpectedly ran into the person I used to deal with when I was at school online. I haven't seen him for over eight years and started chatting nonsense. He was still single and chatted until more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, feeling like there was something I couldn't finish.
Since then, I have been chatting with him every day from the moment I opened my eyes to the moment I went to bed. After chatting for over 20 days, he asked me to have dinner. (We also lived very close) Then we met and watched a movie. Then he sent me back, which was quite a spontaneous meeting among my friends.
After that, everything was normal and I would still chat, but he would always call me baby. At first, I was very repelled, but after listening too much, I felt used to it.
"On the New Year's Day, we met again, and he said to remind me that 2015 was the first time he accompanied me.".
After dinner, we chatted for a long time in the car when he suddenly came over and kissed me on the face. "I didn't react, and then he forced himself to hug me and kiss me on the mouth. I kept pushing him, but he was too tight to push.".
"I kept resisting, and he began to touch me, but finally I pushed him away.".
After that, I decided to pull him out of touch, but my daily habits couldn't change. Maybe I was still looking forward to something. "I don't know what happened to me, so I moved him out after two days of blackmail.".
Then he spoke to me as if nothing had happened.
"I have been in this relationship for a long time now, and I don't know what I really want, whether I'm retaliating for my husband's betrayal, or whether I really have always liked my ex boyfriend.". Living in a muddle, I don't understand many things.
Re:
"It will be a matter of time before you go to bed like this again, and that day your home will be gone.".
You have a child and a husband, haven't you ever thought about that? "Your so-called ex boyfriend is not sleeping with you now, so he will care about you. After you get into bed, your broken husband's ion disperses, and he will also be fully recovered.".
Summarize your behavior. At first, you may just retaliate, but later on, you may really be attracted to him. I hope you can understand your mistake earlier, just like your husband.
Remember, women will forgive men for cheating, but men will never forgive women for cheating.
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)
