Post Date December, 02 2023
Shortly after our marriage, our parents urged us to have a baby early while young. In fact, I can understand that I hope to embrace my grandchildren as soon as possible, but my husband and I want to take advantage of the current favorable situation in our career, spend more time at work, and wait for the birth of a child to have better economic conditions to raise and cultivate him.
However, we couldn't stand the old people's hard work, so we decided to implement the plan in the autumn of our third year of marriage. That night, we did it three times. Not long ago, I didn't come on time for my period holiday. I went to the hospital for an examination, and I was pregnant.
The whole family was very happy to hear the news. In addition, it was the advice of the family and elders. Don't let me do this, but pay attention to that. In short, while worrying, I feel very kind.
My husband also reduced the frequency of business trips, spent more time at home with me, and was more gentle with me. In order to keep up with my nutrition, my mother moved to my home from my hometown and cooked delicious food for me all day.
But I found my mother was not used to going out after entering the city. She had nothing to do but cook for me and clean up the house all day. After all, she was used to staying in the countryside. As soon as my husband and I get together, let my mother go back. Let's hire a nanny. When I sent my mother away, I told her: miss me, you can come at any time.
I went to the housekeeping company to choose a nanny. She is a country girl. She looks very good at it. Sure enough, the little babysitter is very diligent. Apart from speaking less, she has no shortcomings. Of course, speaking less is sometimes an advantage, especially for the job of babysitter.
The food made by the little girl is very agreeable to my taste. I plan to give her a raise in salary in a period of time. After all, it is not easy to leave home and work. Because my husband and I married late, we had four months of maternity leave. I didn't work two months before delivery. The due date of delivery was one week ahead of schedule. It was a boy. The little guy weighed more than eight kilograms. The whole family's coke is broken, especially the children's grandparents, who hug each other and kiss each other, and can't wait to eat their fat grandchildren into their mouths.
Time passed so fast that I started to work as soon as the maternity leave was over. The first business trip I received was to go to Sanya. To be honest, I wanted to go to Sanya before, because the sea there was beautiful, but now it is different. I can't bear to have children. I am really worried about being a mother.
On the night before the business trip, I stayed at the baby's bedside for a long time, holding his little hand was not willing to let go, because it took half a month to go. Seeing me crying, my husband hugged me. In fact, I found some abnormalities recently, but I didn't take it to heart. That is, the little babysitter began to dress up and also made up, but still saw her go to the post office every month to send money to her home. This is someone else's private matter. I can't ask too much.
Half a month is really a long time. In addition to watching my son in the video sometimes at night, I also rely on the photos of my son in my wallet to solve the pain of missing.
A few days before I was about to finish my task and return to Beijing, a friend of mine called me and said that when I saw my husband taking our little nanny to the mall to buy clothes, the relationship between them seemed not so simple, so I was asked to pay attention. I called the company leader for instructions, and the leader agreed to return to Beijing two days in advance.
When I got home and opened the door, I was completely shocked. My husband and the baby sitter were lying naked on the bed. What's more, the baby sitter was riding on my husband. I just slapped me in the face. Unexpectedly, my husband pushed me away.
Later, my husband explained that he gave the little nanny money, but only to solve the physical needs, without real feelings. Let me forgive him once for the sake of the child.
I really don't understand. Do you have to cheat if you have physiological needs? What is the logic? Is it that you can go outside to find a man if you want to go on a business trip?
He was speechless. After sending the little nanny away, I was very remorseful. I blamed myself for being careless in choosing people. I didn't expect that such a simple good girl could become such a slave to money in just one year. I didn't divorce my husband, but I didn't forgive him. I deeply know that I need time to forget this nightmare. For women, this time may sometimes take a lifetime.
(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)
