Post Date December, 02 2023
My husband loves children very much. We have never taken contraceptive measures and wanted to have a child, but I feel sorry for him for not being pregnant.
Three years passed like this. Recently, my husband sent him on a business trip to Beijing for a month. During this time, he was really lonely and liked to chat in chat rooms when he was bored. There was a netizen online named "xx" who had known him online for over six months.
I cheated
He left a particularly deep impression on me, and over time, we became friends who talked about everything.
After a period of online communication, I learned that he is a department manager of a certain unit. Although he is rich in material resources, he lacks a warm family. His wife ran away with someone after two years of marriage, and every day when she returned home, it was cold and without any warmth. Due to my husband's frequent business trips, this also resonated with me. So, on the third day after my husband's business trip, we decided to meet
It was another clich é d topic, and we were not spared. After meeting, we naturally got together and went to the hotel that evening. The night of madness has made me forget the loneliness and helplessness of these days.
When I returned home, I felt a bit regretful and felt that I shouldn't have done it. So I decided not to go online anymore and never contacted this man again. After this infidelity, my heart gradually calmed down, and I secretly vowed to be a good woman.
As time went by, I gradually forgot about this matter. Every day I went to work and got off work, and my life was very regular. After my husband came back for a period of time, my menstrual period was delayed. I realized if I was pregnant, so I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department for a check-up. The results came out, and I was excited and at a loss. I think my husband would definitely die happily if he knew about my pregnancy.
I quickly took the checklist back home and told my husband the good news. However, when he heard the news, his face was gloomy and he left the house without saying anything. That's when I realized it wasn't the child who was having an affair, was it? The more I think about it, the more scared I become, but even if it was that pregnancy, my husband doesn't know. I had no idea for a moment, fearing that I was pregnant with someone else's child and hoping it was my husband's child, which was very contradictory. But my husband's reaction left me confused
When I was washing clothes in the evening, I found a checklist from a hospital in Beijing when I took out my husband's pocket. I looked at it curiously, which surprised me with a cold sweat. It turned out that my husband went to have an examination when he was on a business trip. The checklist said: azoospermia, infertility! I almost fainted.
Everything is clear now. I really regret doing such a thing, but now what's the use of regret? Looking back on the sweetness of the past, my husband treated me very well after getting married. When he was poor, I married her and the wedding was very simple. Because of this, he instinctively owed me a favor. Since he had the conditions, I basically gave me everything I wanted, first changing to a big house, A few months ago, he gave me a handbag worth several thousand yuan. In addition, my husband is really attentive to me. Last year, I gained a lot of weight and argued about losing weight all day. He secretly went around to inquire about methods for me. Finally, he bought me some mountain tea after confirming that it was useful and harmless after listening to the recommendation of his friend's lover's classmate's friend. After losing weight, I shouted for beauty again. My husband also bought me a bunch of skincare products, which he carefully selected, He will inquire about whether this one contains lead or whether it contains poison before buying it back for me! A few days ago, he said he also wanted to buy me a big diamond ring. But I know it's impossible!!! He loves me so much, I really don't know why he could do such a thing
But it's too late for all of this. The reason why my husband didn't turn his back on me is because he cherished this relationship, and the other reason is because he felt that he didn't have the ability to have children, which made me automatically request a divorce, including the test report that he intentionally made me discover. However, I really don't mind if he can have children. I know that my mistake can no longer be remedied, but I still want to have a chance.
