My husband cheated with the school flower and was caught in bed. It's really disappointing

Yang Mei, female, 29

In the emotional world, there is no right or wrong, no loss or advantage. You should forgive each other who pays more or less. I smiled faintly and nodded yes. However, my heart has already become a tide. More than once, I saw a seagull passing over my head and woke up. It was a black crow.

The sound of firecrackers sounded, and the gift car outside was pulled into a long line. In the sound of everyone's blessing, I put on the white wedding dress that symbolizes pure white love in the legend, and stood up my skirt, step by step, and inch by inch. At the moment of getting into the car, I still spent my makeup in a bad way.

Looking at her husband in a straight suit, she changed her cold expression and disdainful eyes into gentleness and affection she had never seen before. In the car, we were tacit to each other, because we had tears in the beginning of this love

At the scene of the engagement, I became a lonely bride alone, just because he was too busy to take care of; When he went out for dinner at the weekend, he left the stage halfway. He lied to me and said that the leader would ask me questions. In fact, he ate and drank with a large group of dog friends; I'm going to spend my honeymoon in the rainy south of the Yangtze River. He just said yes without any statement. I booked tickets online, and he was busy fighting World of Warcraft.

What am I? Do I love him? Many late nights, one person chokes with each other's ups and downs. Does he love me? Definitely not love, if love, why this love makes me so hard!

I squatted on the sofa, waiting for him to leave work, but what I got was the wine and red lips on my face; I went to wash his car. In the back seat, a strand of golden curly hair completely made me collapse; I once turned on his computer. In his space, I flirted with a large group of women.

After marriage, I felt tired. I began to quarrel with him. I made a big noise about a little thing. The reason was that I was upset, nothing else!

He is not faithful to love. Why bother to make the vow that love will not grow old at the wedding scene; His frequent betrayal, I bear the humiliation, just to accommodate this feeling. I know that many people will persuade me to choose to leave the whole body. In fact, as a woman, in many cases, they may not understand.

The married woman splashed water, and the eldest sister divorced after marriage, but was permanently stopped on the small bridge outside the village, and one person cried red eyes; The second sister couldn't stand the abuse of her brother-in-law. She chose to swallow a lot of sleeping pills late at night, and found them in time. She just looked at me when she woke up. It was silly, and grief was no greater than death. At that moment, I fully understood the meaning of this sentence, so I must stick to my love!

Mother said: not a family, not to enter a family, we are predestined, do not quarrel, do not know each other, do not fight, do not love each other, perhaps, this is love

Discovering betrayal and showing off on the internet, the post-90s school flowers let him find a second spring

After leaving work at midnight, I was not sleepy. I turned on the computer and entered the emotional forum I often browse. Suddenly, an article at the top jumped into my eyes, which made my heart nervous and held together. The click-through volume of the article is quite optimistic, and it has been pulled to the home page, with a total popularity of more than 200000, and the number of replies has also increased slowly on the Internet

Familiar net name: Gaofei Donald Duck.

The familiar words begin with: intimate, warm, full of ambiguity.

Commonly used punctuation, full of hippy images and very spectacular ellipsis.

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This series of features makes me think that this person is my husband. I open the article and read it with tears. I sent a private letter to the moderator and asked her to help me find this IP address. The private letter was replied soon, and I was like a thunderbolt!

Pull the mouse, I read the whole article word by word, and every sentence in it killed me and then quickly, and I never had the idea of returning to life. I want to wake up a little bit. In fact, I want to dry endless tears.

He said in the article: I have been tired of the wife who is in the family, but I am suffering from being married

The matter came to light. It turned out that he and I were just two independent melon seeds, not related to each other. They were happy to drag vines on their own sand, and then opened yellow flowers and produced sweet fruits. But the forces of the outside world made us fight together. Since then, we can't be separated from each other.

That year, my parents and his parents were both educated youth. In the days when they were in the cowshed in the countryside, they took care of each other, shared a Shaobing (Baked cake in griddle) together, rolled around in the wheat field together, planted rice together, planted seedlings in the field together, put on high hats at the battle conference together, and were beaten head and blood by the red guards with club mallets, and sang praises of Chairman Mao's quotations together... Then, the educated youth returned home, our family declined, and never recovered, But their family has been prosperous ever since. Thinking of the old love, our two families then tied the two lives we were still pregnant with. But we didn't know that this was a wrong decision. It was the bitter coptis

He doesn't love me, he said. With me, I'm like a wood, and I don't know men at all. Finally, he said that he was also deeply troubled and finally chose to betray. He wanted to irritate me with betrayal, and then we broke up and divorced together, so that the two puppets could find their own true happiness.

So he met the post-90s school flower. After a night of lingering, he said that he had found the second spring. And claimed that the night was really awesome. This is true love. He who loves can beat his heart. He who loves can forget himself. He who loves can even be shocked to death. At the end of the article, he said frankly: age is not a problem, it is not an insurmountable gap. As long as you love each other sincerely, you can cross anything.

I rewritten this sentence in my notebook as a maxim, pressed it on the bottom of the box, and then looked at the tears as bookmarks and soaked them.

Catching adultery in bed, I stood outside the door, tears streaming into a river, it is time to end

The next morning, when he came back from work, he turned and went into the kitchen, opened the lid of the pot, and opened the kitchen cabinet. It was cold.

Turn around and ask with disdain and provocation, "You don't want to die, why don't you cook?"

Looking at him, I found for the first time that feelings really don't depend on feelings. When I met him for the first time, I felt that this was a man with gentle and elegant appearance. He spoke in a soft voice, just like the spring water of a river rippling with warm wind and warm sun. However, there was a cruel and heartless heart under the skin, perhaps because he didn't love.

But now that everything is done, he should also have a little pity for me. After all, I am a woman. But he can't treat me as a friend in the ordinary sense. Such a man, I cursed him for cutting a thousand knives, but he was immediately heartbroken. I am very contradictory. I am afraid of losing him. In the eyes of outsiders, he is my other half, the other half of me who holds the hand of my son and lives with him. If there is anything wrong with him, the gossip of the eight women can obliterate me.

With the name of husband and wife, but without the reality of husband and wife, that generous Simmons, I sleep alone every night. Watching the moonlight on the floor, I didn't close my eyes until it faded away. Smelling the unique loneliness of the night, I am like a dying fish on the beach, making the final struggle!

I replied, "I'm sleepy and working overtime. I'm doing it now, OK?" Almost begging.

He tossed his head and pushed the door away, shaking off a piece of dust. When he came to me, I seemed to see the little match girl in the story, a pair of eager eyes, but finally was covered by the sky of despair. I slid down the kitchen door and hit my head on the sharp door handle. The blood gushed out. I was shocked, and my pent-up emotion broke out completely, crying

Reluctantly holding the handrail of the ladder, I walked to the clinic in the community and simply wrapped it up. I didn't go home. For me, that house is a tomb, with a trace of air conditioning, which makes my hair stand on end. Every day, I turn on the air conditioner to the maximum. Only when the cold numbs me can I feel better. Because it is too warm, I am afraid that I will think of him and this abnormal marriage, which brings me all suffering.

I don't know how long I stayed outside. After crossing the road, I returned home.

As soon as I got to my home, I saw the door open. Don't think it was him.

I was about to lift my foot in, and a low roar and sharp moan came out of the bedroom, knocking me to the ground. It was like an invisible iron wall, blocking me alive in another world. I stood there, and the next step was a steep cliff, which would be broken to pieces. I was afraid that I would collapse, and other women would toss and turn in my bed. If I was still indifferent, or even calm, I must have taken the wrong medicine.

But take a step back. It's not liberation, but a jackal and tiger's den. It will save my bones. I know that my family will not let me go. The three daughters are divorced. This will definitely make a noise in that remote place, and my parents will lose face.

Just when I hesitated, my husband came out in red underpants. He was shocked first, and then he bowed his head and left. After a short time, the flamboyant post-90s school flower came out and passed me. He also said "Hum" arrogantly, "How disappointing!"

Stop, I said to her.

She was wearing a red sweater, a green shawl, navy blue jeans, and a pair of high-heeled shoes. She was very arrogant and said, "Why?"? I didn't say a word and gave her a slap.

I guess she didn't expect it. She hasn't responded yet. She just looked at me with innocent eyes. Now, I gave her another slap. Please remember that you owe me that one just now, and then you got it for him. I pointed my finger at my husband who was standing aside.

His face was overcast and could drop water. You can see that he was holding his anger, but where should my anger go.

Then, I burst out the door. I felt that my body was full of strength, and my feet were light. Since I could not choose the life ahead, let me decide my life later

(Intern editor: Lai Jiaxing)