I hardly have the courage to say these things because I am in the industry of being a lady. This profession is loved by many men because they can vent their desires on us and obtain physiological satisfaction. For us, after venting, our body and mind are scarred, and the pain can only be swallowed into our stomachs!
I was originally a very simple girl who moved away from my hometown and joined my uncle's (Guangdong) family. He found me a job here, working in a private restaurant, earning a very small monthly salary, including food and accommodation. After working for about two or three months, I started to get bored because the monthly salary I received was too low, so I started going shopping after work every day. I don't go shopping for fun, but to look for job advertisements.
After a few days, I finally found a job seeker. That was a bar, recruiting waitresses. At that time, I thought this was just an ordinary waiter, serving food and wine! But what I didn't expect was that this step would completely change my life trajectory. On my first day at work, I felt pretty good, no different from an ordinary waitress. Later on, I gradually realized that this bar was divided into two parts. One part was a very serious drinking and chatting place, while the other part was those single rooms or private rooms. Whenever I passed by those private rooms, I was often harassed by some men and even moved around! Sometimes there are screams from women and men in the private box
Later on one evening, there were many guests here, and as soon as they came in, they began to play with the ladies. At that time, because the young lady was not enough, our boss started recommending me to a man with a big belly, who was around 40 years old. So I led this man into the box, but just as I was about to go out, the man suddenly hugged me tightly from behind and started pulling at my clothes. I wanted to escape at that time, but it was already impossible, so I was taken away by a man for the first time in a daze.
After completing the task, the man shook hands and gave me 1000 yuan, and before leaving, he even gave me an extra 200 yuan. I hold that money, but my heart is inexplicably helpless and confused! With the first time, there were soon the second and third times, and since I was out of control, I was no longer a waiter serving wine, but a young lady! So far, I have been working for over three years and have saved some money. I want to end this kind of work as soon as possible, but I am worried that my life will not be guaranteed in the future! And I have also adapted to this kind of bar life, and it's difficult to get out!
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)