The sound insulation of the rented house is poor, and the relationship between the husband and wife who come to work in the city is broken

I met my wife on a blind date. Before I met her, I had two love experiences, one of which broke up before getting a marriage certificate; The wife had a love experience, but she didn't get the certificate because the parents of the man strongly opposed her, and she didn't deserve the man's family, and finally broke up in a bad mood. Speaking of it, my wife and I have similar experiences. Maybe that's why we can attract each other, because we are both losers in our relationship.

My wife and I never recovered from the wounds in our hearts before we met each other. That is a scar that can never be erased from our hearts. We come together not because of love, but because we are two injured pigeons who know each other is injured. We are poor people who comfort each other because of injury, and marriage is not comfort, is it true?

After marriage, due to economic reasons, we left the small town where we live and went to Beijing to start a northern drift. In this steel city, my wife and I go to work at 9:00 every morning and leave work at the same time. We repeat the same work every day, just to earn some living money, and show off when we return home in the New Year.

In recent years in Beijing, my wife and I rented a house in a village outside the North Fifth Ring Road. The rent here is cheaper than that in the city. It's only about 1000 yuan a month, and the area is about 18 square meters. In this place, we are adding our belongings one by one, such as rice cookers, small sofas and televisions. We are trying to make life warm and make it look like home. But the stability and balance between my wife and I was broken by a young couple who moved in next door four months ago.

The sound insulation of the rented house is not very good, and the young couple is very noisy every time they have sex. The breath, gasp and even dialogue of men and women are very similar to those of island movies. At this time, my wife would excitedly say, "Listen, listen, and start again." Several times, my wife was too excited to say, why do you listen to other people's husbands so fierce, and why do you move for a while every time? I also had to say with a little anger and guilt, "I'm so tired from work every day, I can't have energy." Slowly, this relationship seems to be a little deteriorated.

Maybe it is because the burden of life has pushed me out of breath, which really makes me feel powerless. Or did this young couple lead me to find out whether the mutual comfort between me and my wife no longer exists? Can this broken balance be restored?