My husband and I didn't live like this. Although our relationship was good at that time, there was still a flaw, which was that our sexual life wasn't perfect because we didn't have our own house at that time and could only temporarily live with our husband's family. And the husband's family lives in an old house, and the sound insulation effect is not very good. When we exercise at night, we need to try our best to suppress our own voices.
How could I possibly enjoy sex in such an environment, let alone orgasm. About a year after marriage, when I was once again integrated with my husband, I suddenly felt a strong sense of pleasure that I had never experienced before. I couldn't help but let out cheerful moans and bit my husband's ear and whispered, "Hurry up, don't stop." The husband increased his strength. At this moment, the annoying bed rang again, and then came the sound of my mother-in-law's cough from the next door. None of us dared to move again. The pleasure inside my body also disappeared in the coughing sound, and I still had no feeling until my husband finished. I was so angry that I shed tears.
At this moment, while comforting me, my husband extended his arm and said, 'If you're angry, bite me a few times.'. I really bit him on the arm when he said that. After biting, I feel much better in my heart. When I woke up in the morning and saw the purple red tooth marks on my husband's arm, I felt heartbroken and said I would never bite again. My husband patted his sturdy chest and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all. As long as you feel good in your heart, bite it
For a long time after that, I would release my desires by biting my husband. After a long time, my husband can't bear it anymore. In fact, after seeing the purple and red tooth marks on my husband's body, I was also very distressed and felt that I had hurt him. Therefore, I have repeatedly vowed in my heart not to bite him again. But after a period of time, I couldn't help but bite, and my 'bite' has been for a year.
Two years later, I became pregnant, and perhaps the pregnant woman wouldn't have too much sexual desire, so I temporarily put aside the matter of biting my husband. For this, my husband even caressed my growing belly and joked to the fetus inside, "Baby, you saved Dad. If it weren't for you, maybe your mother would 'eat' tonight
Because of overnutrition, the child was too old, and I suffered a lot when giving birth. I also had several stitches sewn on my private part. The doctor said that in this case, I should not get married until three months later. Upon returning home from discharge, the husband circled the date of the 90th day on the bedside calendar with a red pen. He said he was about to start a countdown life where happiness and pain coexist. I know what pain he refers to. In the two months before I gave birth, our sexual life was pitifully scarce, which was really difficult for him.
Three months passed quickly, and my body was finally able to accept my husband. Perhaps it was my first time taking care of my postpartum, when my husband gently kissed every inch of my skin and deeply penetrated my body, but I didn't feel any pleasure at all. My husband also noticed and asked me if my body hadn't recovered well. I said it might have been difficult to adapt at once, so he comforted me and said that some days would be better.
However, the turning point of things was when our daughter was two years old. We bought our own house and after paying the down payment, our savings were running out. However, our husband still borrowed money to decorate the bedroom with warmth and romance. Especially the bed, even if two people dance on it, it won't make any noise.
On the evening of our official check-in, we were really excited, and it was also the craziest time in our history. But I didn't feel much anymore except for a slight pleasure at the beginning. In order not to disappoint my husband, I kept pretending to be very excited. As the days passed, the completely independent space made my husband's "sexual" interest unabated, and I often couldn't control myself under his caress... I just want to say to my husband once again, "I love you
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)