Ten years later, my first love found me and offered me love again, wishing to wait for my divorce

[Q]

It is said that first love is the most unforgettable. For so many years, I thought I had forgotten it, but when that person found me, I found that every bit of it was in my memory and never left.

A Zhi is a top student in our county's key high school. Such an excellent person is from a poor family background and has poor economic conditions. He has to rush home to help after school during the busy farming season. I was an inconspicuous female student in my class. At that time, it was on Ah Zhi's shoulders to help me improve my level, which always lagged behind the class.

A Zhixin is sincere and honest. When the teacher asked him to take me, he helped me meticulously. His seriousness and patience made me feel sorry for him if I didn't work harder. In the year of college entrance examination, it was a pity that he had a high fever and did not perform well. However, I was admitted to the university in the provincial capital because of his company all the way. Before leaving, Azit came to see me off, and finally slipped me a letter. The letter may have been repeatedly touched, and the envelope was filled with temperature. It was probably after a long hesitation that I poured out my heart in this way.

When we were reading, puppy love was not popular. At that time, we decided to talk about friends, and then we could hold hands at most. I can imagine how much courage he mustered to write that letter. Young feelings, not to mention the object is Ah Zhi, how can I not be moved. We exchanged letters and talked about long-distance love.

Later, I graduated from college and took part in work, but Azhi, who went back to school and passed the examination of a famous university, went further step by step. He was sent by the university to study further and wanted to go abroad. I know this is a rare opportunity for Ah Zhi, who is from a poor family. Now I fully understand his choice, but I can't understand it at that time. I just feel that his leaving is betraying me. From college to work, I have been waiting for him for five years, and my heart is not secure. Moreover, my family has always opposed me and him. In my father's words, the poor boy has no prospects, and it is easy to forget his roots if he has prospects. He insisted on pursuing his own future. Our love could not stand the test in the so-called future. I proposed to break up, and he never contacted me again.

With so many letters of confiding in each other, I took a basin and burned it in a fit of pique. All the beautiful and warm feelings between the lines of my words were destroyed. Later, I married my daughter, and the days went by. I thought it would be like this in my life. My husband and daughter are all I have. The past is just a dream when I was young.

It was unexpected that Ah Zhi would find me. He went through many old classmates and finally got my mobile phone number. I can't describe how shocked he was. Thirty years later, I still knew it was him as soon as I heard it.

However, when I heard his voice, all the things in the past came up, and all the scenes were printed there. I knew that I must still love him. This feeling was too strong. A Zhi is frank. He has had several love experiences, even a marriage, but he has no children, is too busy in his career, and his wife betrayed him. Later, he has been single and can't put me down in his heart. He was as honest as before. He said that we had missed each other at the beginning, and hoped that we would not miss each other again in the rest of our lives. He knew my current situation and was willing to wait for me to make a choice.

He went to the small town where I lived, and in order to avoid the eyes and ears of acquaintances, he packed a hotel room as the place for our tryst - but we have always followed the rules of etiquette. Ah Zhi often asks me out. He puts down his business and stays with me here. Nothing is more important than winning back my heart. He doesn't know that my heart is already there.

I don't want to do anything wrong to my husband and children, but I can't control it. He asked me, and I can't do it without seeing him. A Zhi said that he was willing to wait for me to divorce and give me time to make a decision.

My daughter is a sophomore, and I am at home during the winter vacation. I often go out. The girl is sensitive, and she can see the clues. "Mom, what have you been doing recently? Who have you met?" I felt a panic in my heart and dared not answer my daughter's question.

It's really tangled. I've never been in such an embarrassing situation.

[Answer]

The resurgence of old love is the fiercest, especially when the misunderstanding is eliminated, you will feel that it is the will of heaven to make people. This kind of dramatic encounter will make you tremble even more. When you failed to get together at the first time, the second opportunity is readily available, which is really a great temptation.

But there are gains and losses. You may get the love of your first love for a while, so what will you lose? You know the consequences, and you are not willing to give up everything you have for the sake of the past. It is good to just hope to meet for a moment more. This fluke mentality will hurt you.