Post Date December, 03 2023
Years later, when I recalled Lingzi's back when she left, I couldn't help but feel a little scared. To what extent does a woman have to love in order to be willing to give up a marriage they have been together for ten years.
On the day Lingzi discovered that I had an affair, the weather was very clear and there were no signs. She became like a crazy lion with hair, tracking me and flipping through my phone. My tone became a bit impatient, and she started crying and making noise. I increasingly want to leave this woman. A woman who spends all day idle at home. Since Lingzi became pregnant with a child, she resigned from her job and did not work again for seven consecutive years.
The pressure of family finances is on me alone. She doesn't understand how difficult it is for a man to be outside. When I get home, I often hear my child clamoring to go to the zoo, listening to her nagging every now and then. Money is spent here and money is spent there.
I am fed up with this kind of life, gritting my teeth and trying my best to climb up. Finally, heaven won't disappoint those who have a heart, and I have succeeded. At the same time, I also rightfully cheated. Home, for me, is a shackle, a cage, a place where I feel suffocated and oppressed.
Finally, when her marriage was facing collapse, she withdrew and left. The night was not clear enough for me to see the pain and sadness on her face. She said, 'If I go out for a year, you and her can try it out first. If we can get along well, you will have a good life in the future. If the child wants to go to school, you will take care of it first.'. Her retreat surprised me a bit and also made me breathe a sigh of relief.
Xiao Tian and I were so openly together. On the day she moved to my house, her son hid in the room, crying loudly. She walked in, touched his head, comforted him, and would definitely take good care of him in the future. As he spoke, he also gave him the gift he had bought. That is a model airplane, which is my son's favorite gift. However, to my disappointment, my son did not take her heart and fiercely threw the gift onto the ground.
I couldn't help but scold him, and he cried even harder. Xiaotian smiled awkwardly at me and said, 'He's just a child.'. I mistook Xiaotian's forbearance for her tolerance and generosity.
Unexpectedly, one day when I came home, I heard her arguing with her son. My son cried while shouting to find me. Xiao Tian's sharp curses reached her ears: You thought your father would love you, you bastard. Your mother doesn't even want you anymore. What are you still pestering your father for? The moment I pushed the door in, I saw Xiao Tian always pinching my son's arm. I trembled at the sight and tightly hugged my son in my arms.
Is this her true face? Why did she suddenly become so terrifying. I suddenly began to miss the warm and peaceful home before. That night, Xiao Tian and I had a big argument. She screamed hysterically, 'He's not my son. Why should I keep him? I'll serve you, and I'll also serve him. What do I want? I've had enough of these days.'.
The sweet days were so short, and within six months of our trial marriage, Xiaotian and I had a breakup. After she left, I had to take care of my son alone. When a person comes to face an empty yet unfamiliar life, I cry out loud.
I have to take care of both my children and work, and the unprecedented sense of exhaustion finally makes me have to admit how tired Lingzi was when she was at home. Take care of my family in an orderly manner, take care of my children in a healthy and healthy manner, and make my life enjoyable. There are so many shadows of Lingzi in this family. I am upset, I reflect on myself, I am not a good husband, let alone a good father.
A year later, Lingzi returned. I held her tightly in my arms, but she didn't say a word about the divorce. At that moment, I was grateful for her forgiveness and tolerance, grateful for her love, and the true beginning of a happy life.
(Intern Editor: Lai Jiaxing)
