It's hard for me to say anything about marrying the husband of a local tyrant. I feel like a widow if my husband and wife are not in harmony

My predecessor felt that my family hated him and disappeared without saying a word. I hated him, hated him for being irresponsible to me, and married him out in anger. My friends are envious of my rich wife's life now, but they can't imagine what pain I have endured behind my shining face.

After getting married, I want to live a down-to-earth life. I forget all the feelings and love. My husband is socializing outside. I am a little woman at home. I wait for him to come back every day and think about how to please him. Sometimes I feel like a poor woman waiting for her husband in the court. He treated me fairly well and took me out to play in his spare time.

I have stayed at home for a long time, and I also want to find a job to kill time. He disagreed and said that I should stay at home and take care of him. This is my duty. He will do the work of making money. When I read this carefully, I felt uncomfortable, as if I was imprisoned by him. There was no freedom.

The days passed quickly, and a year passed in a flash. I live a life of luxury without any pressure. He never confides with me. I don't know anything about him outside, and I can't find out at all. In his eyes, I seem to be a sleeping woman, but he doesn't give me much in terms of husband and wife life. He comes to me when he is interested. Most of the time, he is careless. The couple's life is not harmonious, and my mood is extremely bad.

I can't live such a life of estrangement between husband and wife. I even suspect that he is not the only woman outside. What's the difference between this kind of life and widowhood? I want a divorce. When I told him this idea, he scolded me, said that I ate and drank him, and made so many things all day. If I want to divorce, let me give him all the money for the wedding gift and the money spent on him this year.

I was shocked. What on earth does this man take me for? I am so miserable in his eyes. Is it just a woman who eats and drinks him? I was so angry that I fainted. When I woke up in the hospital, the doctor said that I could not be angry when I was pregnant. When I looked at my husband, he looked serious and didn't mean to hurt me at all. I'm so depressed. Is this a day? How can I live without divorce?