Post Date December, 03 2023
Never forget: my first sexual encounter
"He was my first real love, my first real love for a man, and at first being impressed by him was his very humorous conversation. He was a very male man, not very handsome but very masculine.". The first time I had sex with him, I can say, it was half done. I only remember from the beginning that he went in from the front and never succeeded. Because it was too painful, I pushed him hard. After lingering for an hour and still not succeeding, he became impatient and turned me over and went in from behind.
"For the first time, I went in from behind, and I still can't forget the pain. I cried and begged him not to move. The pain tore my heart and tore my lungs. I don't know if other girls were in such pain. I was really in pain. He was scared dumb because I cried so badly that he ejaculated after three movements. He also made fun of me and said, 'My neighbor is probably going to call the police and accuse me of raping you,'", The first pain made me a little afraid of having sex for a year, and the next two or three times it was still painful.
"Because I was too nervous, I would think of the pain every time I had sex, so at first, DD would feel nervous when he went in, and his legs tightened like a dead person. There was no sense of happiness at all. Perhaps at that time, I was too young, and perhaps I really didn't understand how wonderful sex was. At that time, I didn't feel comfortable or even bored during sex, completely cooperating with him to have sex, and it was always difficult to get wet.".
"I didn't want to write this paragraph originally, but I'm not a bad woman in essence, but sometimes I may cheat. The first man I temporarily called a, a is very busy. He was a computer engineer, and I was only eighteen or nine years old at the time. I still love to play, but he didn't have time to accompany me. During that time, I enjoyed surfing the Internet, so my mother helped me buy a computer. I went to a chat room and met my first online friend,", "At the time, I didn't want to have in-depth contact with this netizen, and of course, we didn't go to bed at the end. I went to the apartment provided by their company for expatriate employees, and after entering, he forced me to kiss, and I didn't feel like having sex. Later, when I saw his jj, I felt even less. I was a more sensible person, and I never liked the relatively small jj, and he wasn't just small and thin, completely like he wasn't developing well.", "It doesn't match his height very much. He has 180, and I haven't seen him since he called me this time.".
"This real cheating really made me feel exciting. I was talking about it psychologically. On the other day, I went to a chat website, and a person named Seven Nights spoke to me. At the beginning, I talked about sex, asked me if I wanted to meet, and then had a one-night stand. At that time, it was already over midnight, and I was a bit curious, a bit stimulating, and felt very adventurous. My mother was already asleep, so I agreed, and then secretly opened the door and went out.", Mom doesn't know at all. We have an appointment to meet near my home.
It was winter, and it was very cold. He was a college student, and his school was relatively close to my home. He was a pretty white faced scholar with glasses and beautiful eyes, but his teeth were a bit ugly. Then he said it was cold outside, so he went to find a place to rest, and then he went to open a room. That was my first time opening a room, and I looked very constrained because I didn't like opening a room, and I always felt strange, A lives outside so there's always a place where she doesn't need to open a house.
"When I entered the room, I didn't want to have sex at the time, and I was just curious and playful. However, he was already ready, and soon he took off. I was foolish. In my impression, college students should be very pure, but I found that his jj was very beautiful, pink, not very thick, but rather long, better looking than a.".
"A has to be of the thicker and moderately long type. At first, I didn't want to have sex. intellectually, I didn't want to betray A, so I helped him kj, but I didn't ejaculate. After more than ten minutes, I also lost my patience and thought to myself that there was nothing different with him, so I agreed to have sex. It felt very different. He looked very gentle, but making love was really brave because it was relatively long,", "So it's not very comfortable to do it from the back, and I always felt like I would encounter something. At that time, I was still relatively young and couldn't accept going in from the back, so I switched to the most common way. He had sex for a long time, usually taking half an hour, sometimes one hour before ejaculating, and our desire was strong. We developed into a multi night relationship until half a year later, when I felt sorry that A had ended this relationship with him.".
(Intern Editor: Cai Junyi)
